Four out of six applications have been sent. One will go out today and the last one will go out early next week. Mad props to the post office, Express Mail was $13.85 or so well spent. Nothing like pulling up a record of a member of the English department staff signing for your precious application one day before the deadline.
In all honesty, the experience has been so stressful and complicated that I really don't care if I get accepted to any school. My pride will be hurt, people will try to comfort me and I won't want to talk about it, I might be a bit embarrassed, (not to mention I'll be out $300 or more) but nothing I can't handle. One way or another, I'll be bringing about change in my life.