I'm on the proverbial roller coaster. I get all excited when I read about programs and professors, but then I read things like "Letters from employers will carry relatively little weight with admissions committees" and that takes all the air out of my tires. I'm old, my grades weren't good, but I have real-world experience which should count for something, even in the world of English Lit. I have taught people for a living, dammit! That's more than those whippersnappers who just got their BA, right? Godfrey tells me not to worry about things like "what if?" but my feverish little brain tends to work on the negative.